A Place To Be Me

After reading my sister's blogs, I've finally decided to give up on my personal websites and just use blogging spot. Ready-made, "here's- one- I- made- earlier"... no more worrying about annual hosting fees and domain name renewals... just me and the text that my fingers and brain come up with.

I realised, reading through her posts, that so much in me had changed. Where I'd once been so strong and opininated - loud and expressive, I've become introverted, quiet.. afraid to speak my mind. I feel stunted and oppressed... and before today I would hardly have admitted it.

But I am admitting it now (yes I know u shouldn't start a sentence with 'but'). I admit that corporate life.... and trying to fit in so I can keep my job and pay the bills has become a higher priority than being me. I'm dying to get so many things off my chest - like I'm about to explode!

So I'm gonna let it all out, everything... and maybe someone will read this - maybe not.. but at least it won't be inside me turning me crazy.

I can be like Clark Kent, mild mannered investment banker by day - a loud mouthed superhero by night... ok, ok, so maybe I can't fly and all that... but at least I can find a place to be me.